Sunday, September 29, 2013
I don't think I'm cut out for dating/relationships/whatever it is that I'm caught in the middle of. It's like a game. A game I'm not good at. I'll start a convo and it ends quickly. I tell myself to just stop and give it up and *bam* here comes the texts. I'm so confused. Am I the friend or am I seen as a potential something more and he's with the just friend? This whole mess is making me a kind of crazy that I don't want to be. I've always took pride in knowing I wouldn't be the jealous type. The one who wouldn't ger antsy without a text or call and this is totally calling my bluff. I don't want to be this type of person. I won't be this kind of person.