I hate you Daniel Powter

I'm not suicidal... this just sums it up.

I hate Daniel Powter and his one hit wonder ass. That song has ruined so many days for me. I realize that my superstitions don't have any effect on everyday life but it makes me feel better to blame it on things I can't control. Ever since his stupid song came out I've had crappy day after crappy day when I hear it... and now it's on a commercial. Hearing it 3 times in one day= 3 crapfest days. Stupid Daniel Powter.

Oh and life sucks. Pretty much every aspect of it. I wanna be a happy person but it's no use. I can't do it. Little things that I try to get excited for are considered stupid among everyone but my family and now my sister has sided with society so that's one more person out there judging. I can't help that I'm a strange person, it's how I was brought up. Apparently true (meaning actual not my last name) family time doesn't exist anymore and I'm a freak for having grown up with it.

It seems like I'm just going through the motions of life. I get up and do the same thing everyday. It's so redundant and I'm tired of it. I just want something to happen out of the norm but it's the same thing over and over again. It's just me though. Everyone around me is living life and I'm just stuck. I hate it.

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I just wish that someone would see something the way I do. Just once. I can't be wrong on everything.... maybe I am.