Monday, March 16, 2009

You might think I'm bulletproof but I'm not...

A few weeks ago, Sarah tagged me to do this. I'm supposed to tag people but everyone that I follow she does too. Here are 10 honest things about me... mostly about my personality.

1. I don't think I'm pretty.

2. I'm jealous. Quite often actually. I look at what other people have and want it. Not necessarily tangible objects but what they have in life. I keep it to myself and it eats at me.

3. I'm the most superstitious person you'll ever meet. I used to cross my fingers for everything. I would sit and find myself doing it for no reason. I've toned it down quite a bit but still cringe at the sound of certain songs.

4. I don't like when people touch me. I like my space. I don't care who it is (not that it's ever anyone I want). I don't like my mom to touch me, my 10 year old sister, anyone. Just don't touch me.

5. I've got an outrageous temper. It's something I've dealt with since I've been old enough to realize I had one. I bottle things up to the point of exploding and then my temper gets the best of me.

6. I'm an obsessed person. I obsess over everything. Whether it's the Preds, a tv show, a band, or whatever, if I take it on it becomes an obsession. I know it's pathetic but it's how I am.

7. I like to reminisce. That's why I take pictures of everything and keep every little trinket from every trip or event. I like to go back and look at things that remind me of a happier day. I don't sit around looking at stuff all the time but if I've had a shitty day and want to cheer up it's only a computer album or box of memories away.

8. I always feel like I've got to do everything myself. I was probably the best group member because I would take on the most work and then did extra to make sure it got done. That's spilled over into my work and home life now too. At the moment, I don't have much of a choice at work because I'm the only one that knows how to do my job as well as others but I doubt I'd trust others to do things even if they did know how. "Grease" was MY show in HS because of this...even though I was just an extra.

9. I like quiet. I know it's hard to believe since I'm always talking (and loud at that) but I enjoy just letting it be quiet. Most days on my way home from work, I leave the radio off and just reflect on the day. I don't always have to break the silence.

10. I'm a late bloomer in every aspect of my life. I feel like I've actually missed the boat for some things. I don't really know how to describe it any further than that.

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